things thought

I miss the 47.

I miss taking the 47.

I miss being in the city.

I miss all the people.

I miss El Fuego.

I miss frozen Yogurt.

I miss Rittenhouse.

I miss the train.

I miss having all the time in the world to do whatever we wanted.

Basically I miss summer.

But I love AFGM.

And I love Cape and Sword.

And I wouldn’t change my crazy rehearsal schedule for anything in the world.

But still.

I miss the 47.

Token emo-complainy post!

So there’s this one person that I’m really close with. Like, really close. But this person is a bit self involved (to put it mildly).

I usually don’t give a shit. But today I did something that for which I would have liked at least a little acknowledgement. Just one “nice work” would have sufficed. Did I get it? Nope. Not one comment. All this person could talk about was something that pertained to his or her life, without even mentioning what I’d done. ”Seriously?” I wanted to say, ”Have you never stepped back and looked at what you’re saying from another perspective? Cause it’s actually pretty inconsiderate. And hurtful.”

I still don’t blame this person, I guess. I don’t think he/she fully knows that he/she acts this way. But still. Today it just got to me. Kind of a lot.

And so of course I did the only sensible thing, I tumbled about it.

Snow? K.

This weekend it snowed.

… what?

It’s not even November yet and it feels like the Holidays.

But I’m not complaining.

Let it snow.

Minor obsession with these.

Acting 101.

Today’s rehearsal was different. Out of the ordinary. It wasn’t a rehearsal, per say, it was an acting lesson. And it was wonderful. I could actually feel everyone giving their all to the scene, putting in every ounce of their energy. It truly felt like we were an ensemble. A great one.

God I love Cape and Sword. And A Few Good Men. And Joanne. And Cape and Sword.

A penchant.

pen·chant/ˈpenCHənt/

Noun: 1. A strong, habitual, or recurring liking for someone or something 2. A tendency to do something.

Synonyms: inclination - tendency - leaning - liking - propensity

So today I’m doing my vocab homework and I find this word that exactly describes how I’m feeling. It exactly describes this certain situation. Exactly.

And I think, how amazing is that? How incredible is the English language that I can open the dictionary and find this lovely word that perfectly pinpoints my emotions.

I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about it all day. A penchant.